Friday, August 25, 2006

the .f.a.t. issue

exams and tests are really the culprits of my weight gain...i tend to eat a lot when i'm tired or stressed up or for some other reason...worse still...this period of time is dangerous in the sense tat u juz eat sleep study....my appetite has grown bigger and due to lack of exercise...no wonder i have bulging tummy, hidden fats...it took me months to lose some weight...now i've gained tat back...wat's mine is really mine...haiz...

ironically...i have been living in a fat shell for almost 18 yrs...so being fat is not a new thing anymore...and i dun really care also...i'm even proud of myself being in the trim and fit programme for consecutive years since pri sch till now...however...come to think abt it...it's not easy being a fat gal...it's really a lifetime experience tat not all gals can undergo (or maybe they dun even want to...)... in a fat gal's perspective...we can understand more abt human nature...the pretty and the ugly....

as i grown older...i do detest the way i look sometimes...maybe cos we are more aware abt good appearance...hoping to fit in with the swans and be recognised, appreciated and different in a pleasant way...if not...we have to largely depend on our star quality personalities...so most fat gals like me can actually be quite sociable...hehez...we often get targeted for harmless jokes or sarcasm...it does hurts in the beginning (cos we are a sensitive bunch)...but we get so used to it tat we dun even bother...this is when we actually be respected by others...wahaha

the love thing is tough for fat gals...ppl who are obessed with fat are surely limited...furthermore...guys are going for bony curvy gals now...so i often wish i was born in the dynasty where chubby gals like yang gui fei can reign as one of the beautys...but it is stupid thought as being a confident individual...i do like myself the way i am...juz tat i have mix feelings abt myself...i am soooo weird!

anyway...at this pt of time...i rather forsake beauty for brains...hahaz...but in future...i will try to do something different to myself...since i've been a fat gal for so many yrs...time to change into another comfortable shell...maybe i being paranoid...let my mouth and stomach do what she wans...let my fats stay with me first...i'll deal with them soon too... :)

korean drama 'my lovely samsoon' is AWESOME...i like the main characters and the plot....u see...it's a fat and talented woman trying to find love (she's sooo cool & funny!)....and the guy is like sooo handsome...hahaz...it is indeed a romance comedy...cnt help laughing throughout the show...definitely thumbs up for this series...so u haven watch it...better do so! samsoon really did the fat gals proud...yeah!

yesh! finally there's a class chalet in late nov....been a million light years since i've been to a chalet...i'll definitely go as there sure to be loads of food and fun...another highlight in my list of stuff i wan to do after 'A' levels...am i planning to early arh? hahaz...

hmmm...had another busy and tiring week...but next week will be better cos got holiday...but again...i've GP PRELIMS...yikes...wish me luck man! i really need the luck tat i can get...BEST OF LUCK to all ppl taking prelims too...doom days are juz drawing near for me...have to activate my fat gal fortune...hehez... :)

tat's it at 2:21 AM

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